Demons

Silence my demons oh Lord, they're keeping me up again. Every negative thought that runs through my mind is stab at my heart...saddens my soul. I'm haunted by a bittersweet memory that my mind reruns through my eyes as I close them. I try to cover the feeling of that memory for different one...but it always seems to make it up to the surface like a bubble underwater. Will this cycle ever end, how much prayer will help me get through this, isn't my tears enough to make these demons go away. I want it to stop hurting...I hardly regret the past...I want to forget that memory ever happened...Or at least go back and redo it.....But I can't and I must get through this.....For now a good cry and a cup of tea seems to sooth my soul a bit....but for tonight...there will be no sleep for me....